Sometimes I wonder, whose prayers has been granted by Allah to the point that I can achieve what I have achieved right now. If I were only relying on my own deeds and efforts, I would never deserve everything and anything that I have today. Sometimes I wonder, if I am deserving of all the prayers that my mom always recites for me in secrets at day and night. Even if I dedicate my whole life to payback what she always did to me, I would forever be incapable of doing the exact same thing. For the prayers that reached the heavens, knocked the door of His abundant mercy For the prayers that we are aware or unaware of, known or unknown. For the people whose prayers are sincere, who constantly prays to our ummah in silence, know that even if no one acknowledges you Allah knows, and that should be enough for us. He has blessed us with so many things that we didn’t even pray for He has protected us from so many things we didn’t know about. For the people whose heart is attached to Allah, for those who are content with our religion I wish that Allah will bless you with His mercy, love and guidance, and anything that you deserve in this dunya and hereafter. [August 26th, 2018. 2.16 a.m, Busan Al Fatah Masjid]