Hello, again?

Hi, everyone?  I just came back to Korea last week on August 6th, 2019 after my one month and ten days summer vacation in Indonesia for the very first time after 1,5 years!!! My second semester will start in September for the Fall program, and yeah I came back earlier because I am not confident enough doing my course registration (a.k.a KRS or 수강신청) in Indonesia. Well, probably will try it next time. I still have 3,5 years more here under KGSP (Korean Government Scholarship Program), well, just pray for me that I will succeed and maintain my “good” GPA. I don’t know what will happen in the next 3 years in Korea though, but so far it has been quite an adventurous journey and I really enjoyed it. Alhamdulillah. It feels weird to come back after a few years abroad, neither Indonesia or Korea feels like home (…er?) but of course, I am feeling much more…accepted? Because that’s where I was born and basically people just look like me (I mean, wearing hijab and all.) and it was really good to taste the original Indonesian foods with a very cheap price!! Not to mention that I can eat mORE variety of foods and meats because the majority of it is halal certified already so I don’t really need to worry so much. It feels so good that I can meet my parents, brothers, cousins, uncles, aunts, and friends after a while. It’s like I am recharging myself before I get back into the Korean society (well, I am never in it though kkkk). Also, finally, my family has two cats now (one is Persian and the other is mixed I guess) hahaha.  Well but, I don’t know. It feels weird. It just feels weird somehow. During my short vacation, I kinda like… missing Korea? I mean not the people. Well, my friends, I miss them though. Or probably… not really? Perhaps I was just missing the subway transportation and living my days according to what I want to do, whenever I want to, like… the freedom I usually have? I don’t know, I am not really sure about it and I don’t really want to think about it either. But the thing is, I am really grateful for the opportunities that I’ve been blessed with to experience the two worlds during my early 20s. So many things going on in my life that I can’t really tell everyone in this blog, Instagram post, my family, or my friends even… there are stories that I kept only between myself and Allah. And I am content enough that Allah knows what I’ve been through. Ok, hold on, nothing very serious here but you know, it’s a public secret that each one of us must have been through ups and downs life where sometimes you feel so energetic and motivated to do everything that you want to do and sometimes you have days where you feel like you don’t even know what are you doing right now in this world. But that’s just what life is. We only have 4 months left before 2020…and I’ll also be 21 years old soon. Wow. Can’t believe it, I am currently in the quarter of my life (if I have enough time in this world~!), but anyway, I don’t really have any purpose when I decided to write this post. It was just supposed to be a…quick news? I guess? But you can feel the vibe here. Right? See, see how much I asked myself in this post. I am not even sure why. Uhm? Well, I have some topics on my mind right now for my upcoming articles, but, just not now. I also have some plans and projects in the future, just, pray for me and my well-being, uh-huh? Well, yeah ok. Bye?