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    [Day 4] My middle name and how I feel about it

    ok so literally i just skipped 7 days of this 30-day-blogging challenge… posting a post every single day is a hard thing to do. geez, seriously. Whenever I told my middle name as my nickname in demand, I got these reactions… “your name is beautiful.” “can i have your name?” “aurora, like…the princess?” “i love your name” “your name sounds better” “holy shit you have a cool name” or even something like this, “when i was 7, i used to ask my mom to change my name to aurora” and I was like, really? I honestly really adore my middle name over my surname and last name (sorry guys but middle name wins). I often asked my mom and dad…

  • Thoughts

    [Day 3] Your Top 5 Pet Peeves

    Assuming that anyone who has different opinion or belief is stupid. I don’t get it why some people can’t respect other people’s opinions, whether it is their belief and views toward any matters. Close-mindedly thinking that their opinion is the truest and cannot be turned down. I think it is such a big turn-off. People who try to make conversations when I am reading and/or listening music/whatever with earphones on. It really gets on my nerves. When someone assumes that when we are reading a book that we are “doing nothing” and therefore can be interrupted, repeatedly. Sometimes all I need is solitude and locked myself from the real life with my favorite books and drowns to a fantasy without worrying…

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    [Day 2] Stuff I am not good at (and that’s ok)

    Stuff I am not good at means…basically, my weaknesses? There are many things I am not good at and sometimes I am feeling like extra-useless and be like “did you forget your promises for self-improvements?!”. I’ll be like rushing to do this and that and the next day I will be like, “catch up later.”, or “Nah, just, not now.”, “it’s raining. my blankets are missing me. I knew it.” and goes to “what a lovely sunny day, I’d rather go to sleep.” and a bunch of lines like that.  To not being lazy is like the hardest game ever, I know it’s everyone’s major problem, maybe 97% of the world’s population. The rest 3% are just super rare and unique…

  • Thoughts

    [Day 1] The Difference Between My Personal and Internet Self

    Honestly, I’ve never thought about it; the difference between my personal and internet self? Wouldn’t it be just the same? I am the same person to the person I am on the internet, am I? Thinking that I might be wrong for these thoughts in the first place, I realized that our personal and internet self is likely to have huge differences. Yes, it does. For this post, I decided to take the famous psychology personality test by Carl Jung and Briggs Myers today, again (Click this link if you want to know yours!). The result is I am an INFJ. The INFJs are sometimes mistaken as an extrovert because we appeared so outgoing and enjoying the accompany of other people.…

  • Thoughts

    “Do not go gentle into that good night, Old age should burn and rave at close of day; Rage, rage against the dying of the light.”

    If you realize where the quote above was originated, you’re my buddy already. Correct. That’s a quote from Interstellar movie. No, I am not going to do a movie review although I never did (never been good on writing reviews), all I did was ended up writing about what my mind could perceive for uncertain purposes and regardless nonsense. So, amigo, now that’s nonsense. I perpetually saying that sometimes I don’t even know what I am saying so you don’t have to take it seriously. Now I am serious. Wholeheartedly if I may say. If you don’t know how much do I love astronomy and astrophysics as gigantic (how am I supposed to say that) as the time could bend,…

  • Life,  Love,  Poems,  Thoughts

    Black Coffee

    “The way I dove, starved all the fears and tasted all the thoughts I kept coiled beneath my bones. The way that bitterness flows through my dry throat. That’s what I used to.“ The door swung open as I walked in leading my tired feet to a vintage-looking coffee shop. I always come here every Sunday, at least twice a month. The waitress knew I’d come here and they will always have prepared a cup of green tea latte on their table with my name already written on it. I asked them why and they told me so that they can give it as soon as I come. “Green tea latte, as always. Right, Miss?” “I would like black coffee today.…

  • Japan,  Life,  Thoughts

    暇つぶし!

    皆さんこんばんは!私です~!(需要じゃない) 上のタイトルのように~暇つぶしがあるので、私は日本語練習しますね。ランダムなものを書きます! 笑 最近に毎日は、私は食べるとき、学校でとき、家でとき、バスでとき、といろいろときは日本語勉強しますよ。毎日です。なぜだい? 私も知りませんね、それはおもしろいですね!それは難しいだけど、よく頭痛を感じます。そして、寄り多くの勉強、私の間違いを知っています。(これも間違って可能性が!)その直後、外国人友達に私が言ったことを覚えています。「なんで?!」とても恥ずかしいです。 ところで、なぜ猫の写真がありますか?「なんだっけ。。。」知らないも。えーと。。。猫が好きだから!あなたは、好きなの? 私は猫の好きなことがふわふわとかわいいです.私は猫を本当に持って痛いですが、両親が反対しています。だから、猫が持っていません。何かペットを持っていたいですけど。私の魚、ウサギ、クロコダイル、ハムスターがもう死んでいました。悲しい~ いろいろペットを持っていたいです。(なぜ私の代わりにペットについて書きました?) 学校?学校がどうですか?学校が。。。いつものように。それをしっていましたね~私はそれについて話す必要はありません。でも、日本大学ヲなりたいです!そのため、頑張ります!!笑 それじゃ~また

  • Thoughts

    Conspiracy Theories

    “The fact that some infinite number of parallel universes are exist. That we also have to accept the fact that there is no greater number of infinite number and its relevancy. And the concept of infinity itself is beautiful.” Sometimes I still don’t understand the origin of life itself. How some people naturally built their own circles and their circles connected to another circle within their bigger circles. Somehow, it reminds me to the Theory of Parallel Universe, the possibilities and paradoxes that we might live in a multiverse. The complication and its mindblowing scientific facts. That there could be another universe with uncountable groups of galaxy superclusters. The fact that some infinite number of parallel universes are exist. That we also have to…